Virgin's Tear

The Dumpsite of Cynicism

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A Change
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Okay. I've been mulling it in my head for a while to move my blog somewhere else so that I can separate my blogging and fandom. Therefore, if you're looking for my blog, it's now at





My livejournal will now be more focused on fandom so I'm not going to be updating much here. I understand if you want to cut me from your friends list. Totally understandable. A change can only mean better things hopefully. 

Salutations.

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Maxi
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I've inherited quite a lot of long skirts from my mum and stepmum recently. We had a closet clean-up recently since my cousin is thinking of having a garage sale. Therefore, maxi skirts have been a sorta staple in my weekend life. They're free and swishy and makes you feel femme without the whole exposed leg factor. Unless there's a slit. Which this Maxmara one has. The point is, long skirts are awesome. 




top - f21, skirt - maxmara, bag - mbmj, shoes - promod, belt - vintage

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Am really not feeling very motivated right now. And to add to that, I've been having bad headaches this past two months. What sucks even more is that it's becoming more frequent. I have this nagging feeling that I might need glasses. This has got to be karma. All those years of bragging to people about my perfect vision is now back to bite me in the ass. That would be one less thing to lord over other people about. Darn it for lost ammunition!

I'll just attach eye candy from Phillip Lim's Spring 2011 collection as a reward for my whining. Yes, rants are an eyesore and TLDR but damn I need to stop procrastinating and get of my lazy ass. 



 

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So two days ago I got into my first minor accident. I clearly don't count the ultimate disaster of my first accident to be my minor. Yup, that's me. I never do things by halves. All the way baby. All the way till my car crashed into a monsoon drain and flipped. But that's all in the past.

Anyway, I was driving to do some stuff at the MBPJ office. I was driving straight and this guy came out of a side road without looking and banged the back of my car. I was more shocked than anything else. He wasn't going fast and neither was I so it wasn't a terrible dent in my car but I was literally shaking. The guy gave me his handphone number and didn't create a fuss. My hand was literally shaking though when I typed it in. I swear my head was somewhere else and I couldn't think. I didn't even take the registration number of the car!

After that, I drove away and stopped at the parking lot and just calmed myself down for about 15 minutes before I called my parents. I don't think I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) from my first car crash but I do get a bit uptight and easily spooked when it comes to cars. It took me literally 2 years after the accident to start driving again. I can't handle it when people make sudden noises or crashing sounds in my car. I get fairly sensitive about that. 

Anyway, no registration number of the car that hit me and only just a handphone number, both my parents thought that this guy is going to con his way out of paying for fixing the car. Which was RM500 by the way since they have to paint 2 panels. Anyway, nobody put much faith in the guy cashing out since I don't even have the license plate number to make a police report. Turns out, he was truthful. I got like RM200 from him after much negotiation. He was unemployed he says and was very nice. He could have just backed out and disappeared but he was honourable. Silver lining and all, I'm glad that my first minor accident was with a guy who was nice.

Moral of the story, take the guys full details and registration number next time because not all guys will be as nice as Mr. T. 

On a side note, Happy Chinese New Year everyone! 
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Filler post
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Pictures from 3.1 Phillip Lim Spring/Summer 2011

credit: style.com

Who died and made you king of anything?
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Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Keep drinkin' coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for time
And try to not waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
You swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Ride off into your dellusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction oh
But you won't ever see

You're so busy makin' maps
With my name on them in all caps
You got the talkin' down just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

All my life
I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt
And hide
Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Let me hold your crown, babe
Oh oh
Ah

Deconstructed Minimalism
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Yes, I know. I've been horrible at updating lately. I'm a lazy sod who won't get up from her lazy arse to do anything lately. Anyway, these pics are from Akris spring 2011 show. I heard you people groaning saying, "Akris again?!". Well I can't help it. I really love their stuff. The minimalist look was also in last spring/summer but this year it's a lot more slouchy and not so prim and rigid. It's amazing. 

On a side note, can't wait for London Fashion Week! And I will try my best to update as frequent as possible. Most likely. Hopefully. We'll see how it goes. 





Foot in Mouth Syndrome
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Interview for a student council thing just finish and seriously, where does my cockiness and over-confidence come from during these times? I swear that my brain to mouth filter malfunctions are the most inconvenient times. 


Person: You stated here that you don't mind taking up any post except secretary? Why?
Me: Because I know myself and I don't think I'm fit for the job. My words are too flowery and I can't write formal letters. 
Person: What if we did give you the position as secretary? Would you quit?
Me: It's not right for me. I'll do it but I won't be great in it. Someone else would probably do a better job than me.
Person: You're not listening to the question.
Me: I'll do it sure, but I won't be great at it. You're not going to optimise my role in this team if you do that. I won't regret joining though.


I am amused about it though. It's sorta funny when I think about it. I'm going all, "Wow, did I really say that? Awesome!". Well, if they don't think I'm suitable I'll live. Gotta take me as I am right, malfunctioning social filter and all. :D
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Funk
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I was in a bit of a funk yesterday. Finally my gynae posting is over! Don't get me wrong, I found gynae interesting and even got to scrub in to help with a surgery (meaning cutting suture threads, retracting, holding the forceps and handling suction to get the view clear for the doctor to operate). However, I think I've had enough of vaginas, cervix, uterus and ovaries already. It's been 4 weeks and that's like maybe 2 weeks too many to be surrounded by so much oestrogen. I'm ready to move on. 

Anyway, I would like to give thanks to the Tron Legacy soundtrack for keeping me sane yesterday. If there is a soundtrack you should invest on, this is it. Daft Punk for God sakes! Also, some passive-aggressive music like Chelsea by Stefy. Love!
 

I can see there's something in your eyes
You just took a fall from paradise
Saw the lipstick on your neck
Maybe you should just confess

Oh oh oh oh oh

I don't wanna lose my head today
But I know there's something in the way
Maybe I made a big mistake last night
when I left you alone with Chelsea

Chelsea's the kind of girl that's cold as ice
Beautiful with nails filed sharp as knives
She called me while you were kissing
so I could hear what I was missing

Oh oh oh oh oh

I don't wanna lose my head today
But I know there's something in the way
Maybe I made a big mistake last night
when I left you alone with Chelsea

When I left you alone with Chelsea

You're just a typical guy and you're typically blind
You can see I'm out of here and that I said goodbye

I don't wanna lose my head today
But I know there's something in the way
Maybe I made a big mistake last night
when I left you alone with Chelsea

When I left you alone with Chelsea


lyrics from: gotchalyrics.com
 
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